Untitled (in view)
For Masha
…
In view
of the city’s
resonant blue
before rippling summer’s
inadequately romantic mood,
he asks, “Do you
really want to fuck?” As if.
In a cash-green élan
the Brooklyn rich
cannot get rid of themselves,
or their charter schools.
For this, do not forgive them.
You, on the other hand,
are almost never yourself
at such instances, photos
of Swiss summer
with Spanish celebs,
caught in the maw
of Love’s
dog,
hung on the
jaw of
“this fair outside,
which our hearts
doth move” (P. Sidney)
and move you
to whomever you
seek to be moved to,
all things trending toward
the topic of my crush.
I can’t get over it!
By which I mean he who
catches me unawares, in July’s
cruel whip. By which I mean
he who catches me
in “grim reality’s
recurring bit,” or,
as Adam Phillips writes
in “On Frustration”:
“How
does anybody
ever get any pleasure?
Does anybody ever get
any pleasure?
And if they do,
is it worth
it?”
This poem originally appeared in BOMB